Showing posts with label Thinking out loud. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thinking out loud. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

We’ve Been Spending A Lot of Time Together…

Who may you ask?  Who has been taking my time and put me through the wringer?  Why….our washer and dryer of course!IMG_4282

Unfortunately Hannah had 2 more bouts with hives last week, the first one quite severe!   I put her to bed Wed night and she seemed fine but woke up around 11:00.  We were rocking in her chair and she was wiggling around, whining and just not herself at all.  I turned the light on and was shocked by what I saw.  Poor lovey!!!IMG_4232

This time rather than being just on her legs and stomach they also covered her chest, neck and portions of her face.  Even the bridge of her nose was covered with welts.  (Sorry, this next one is a sad pic you may want to skip but it shows how swollen she was too.  I took them to take to our doctor when we go see him later this week.)IMG_4235

Thankfully Benadryl works like a charm on her and within 10 -15 mins she was back to normal and all signs were gone.  Thurs she started to scratch her head as I was giving her her bottle and by the time I was about to lay her down I noticed her neck was bright red and the welts were starting again.  I quickly gave her Benadryl and thankfully that’s the last we’ve seen of the welts and rash.

Since we’re staying away from all nuts right now I was trying to figure out what else might be causing it.  I analyzed everything and one possible theory I’ve come up with is the Tide Free that I’m gradually introducing her clothes to.  Until now I’ve used Ivory Snow on her clothes and only Tide the odd time.  Because of where the welts are and when they’re showing up I’m questioning the laundry detergent. 

So….for the past 4 days I have laundered every single sheet, towel, blanket and piece of clothing that we own.  I went from doing 3 loads a week to 3 loads a day for 4 days in a row!  Each time I thought we were coming down the home stretch I’d find more things that needed laundering.  I’m using a hypo-allergenic detergent and so far she has not had any reaction to it.  Yay!  It may not be this at all but for now it’s working and I feel like I’m doing something to help.  Oh how it broke my heart when she broke out last week and I’ll be honest that by the 3rd time I was really scared too!  So concerned that the face swelling could begin to affect her airway and that I’d be downstairs when it happened and unaware of her struggle.  Thankfully this has NOT happened!  As a nurse friend gently shared with me that if she’s swelling on the outside where we can see, the concern is what’s swelling on the inside that we can’t see?  Another reminder that until we find the source and with the increased intensity of the second attack that I must carry the Epipen with me at all times.  Hopefully I’ll never need it but until we know more it will be our ever-present companion.

Oh yah, and if the Tide Free is the cause ya wanna hear something cool?  Mom told me that my Grandma was also allergic to Tide.  Guess it’s genetic! Winking smile

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Thanks Everyone!!

Thanks everyone for your congrats on reaching the 15 month milestone! Saturday night was filled with an adorable 3yo full of hugs and lovins’ as well as some baby holding, feeding, diapering and quick snuggles from her baby sister. Yup…just what the doctor ordered!

As I’ve sat back and thought about why this LIDiversary was a little tougher I realized that June is often an adjustment month for me and I’m doing just that…adjusting. As you know, the grass does not grow below these toes. I’m a go, go kinda gal and love it! June represents things winding down a bit and suddenly I have extra time on my hands. Not a bad thing…just an adjustment. The piano kiddies are gone until September which leaves my evenings free to fill with new activities and overdue projects. Many of my friends have cottages and trailers in the ‘north country’ so they head that direction most weekends. Thankfully Mom and Dad rent a cottage for a few weeks in July so I have a destination to head to too.

So what to do? LOTS!!! The room that will become Hannah’s nursery has quickly been overrun with stuff! You know…scrapbooking stuff, baby stuff, gifts and more. Lots and lots of…stuff! Someday when I’m brave (read: crazy!) I’ll take a picture of the room. You’ll quickly be able to see why I’m a little overwhelmed by the size of the project in front of me. My goal over the summer is to reorganize her room, store what isn’t needed right away and begin to prepare for Hannah’s eventual homecoming. The crib will stay stored away for some time yet as I would just fill it with more ‘stuff’ as I have lots of time to do that later. But, I think I will put her dresser together so that I can begin to organize some of her adorable little clothes. Feeling better already! We have a plan.

Oh yah, also need to finish painting the kitchen and eating area.

What am I complaining about? There’s lots to do! Now…just gotta get my butt in gear! :o)

Friday, April 20, 2007

With a smile on my face...

...I listen to a surprise baby shower for a coworker happening in the section next to my office.

It's lunch. All was quiet and I was enjoying catching up with some of my bloggy friends when suddenly I hear, 'SURPRISE!!!'

I sit here suddenly I realize something that is genuine and from my heart. A smile is on my face! I can't begin to tell you (although I know many of you can relate) to the number of times I cried on the way to a bridal or baby shower. Arrived in the driveway, freshened my makeup, took a few deep breaths, and pasted on a smile while I willed myself to walk to the door. I'd keep that smile on my face for the next few hours only to leave afterwards, get back in the car and cry my way home again.

Did this happen with every shower? NO WAY! (Very rarely in fact but still those times that it did I remember well.) There were many showers for friends and family that I smiled to, at and on my way home from. I was happy and excited for them but sometimes even though I was happy I still hosted a pre and/or post pity party for myself.

Guess what? I can finally allow myself to believe that someday I will walk into a room and rather than shouting, 'Surprise' I will be the one stepping back in shock and amazement (with a SMILE on my face!) that family and friends are celebrating with me! With me!!! Celebrating the new little life that God is bringing into my life. Celebrating Hannah!!!

So for now I wait....with a smile on my face!
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